…since I updated my blog….sowwy.
…since I could say I wasn’t addicted…to brazilian jiu jitsu.
…since I’ve been in the busy, noisy streets of the city, music in my ears and my mind in a whirl of thought and stimulation.
…since I felt comfortable, truly comfortable, with the people around me.
…since I found regret in a profound decision.
…since I smiled while thinking about the affairs of the world.
…since I smiled while thinking the state of education in America. Screw you standardized tests.
…since I truly missed something, wholeheartedly and without reservation.
…since I lusted after a first kiss, or after the joy of walking hand in hand down a road with no other cares in the world than of that moment in time.
…since I felt a part of the collective around me. I often wonder how long an individual can exist in solitary before adverse reactions develop.
…since I felt warm weather. Alaskan winters are truly a unique beast.
…since I felt at home. Even at my home I didn’t feel at home. Where should I be?
…since I found brotherhood in exulted experience.